Exams results are out today. I passed my subjects with results that I did not expect.
A pity, Esther failed her Management & People Organisation and Felicia failed her Mathematics. At least for me, it is a big sigh of relief.

Things does not seems to turn right between me and him lately.
He fell sick about one to two weeks ago and was reluctant to visit the doctor. At last, he went to the doctor yesterday (11 December 2007) and is diagnosed fever. Stubborn as he is, he said no to getting a medical certificate and I was really unhappy about it. He somehow still put work above all, including me and health. This is not what I am expecting. In the very least, he should somehow place health above all others.

Can someone save me from misery?
Will it be him?

So long since I came online to do blogging. It is not that I have got nothing to say, but it is the fact that I am too busy lately with work and different outings and appointments.

Went out with the girls today, Esther, Priscillia, Jorene, Tian En. It is Priscillia's 18th birthday. Met them out early in the morning at 8.30 at Pasir Ris MRT station's control station, but, Tian En is late for meeting up with Jorene and both of them ended 45 minutes late.
Pretty unlucky today, the rain kept pouring till 1 pm, off and on. All of us got soaked and we hid under the umbrella outside the abandon indoor roller coaster.
Damn rain; caused us to have a stinking ordour.
Decided to proceed towards Marina Square for a movie after we decided to stop taking chances with the terrible weather. When we reached, the movie is canceled cause all of us are tired and smelly and hungry. Went for dinner at the chinese La-Mian restaurant before proceeding home. Quite a pity that Michelle did not join us; if not, she will enjoy the day just like us as well.

Results of the exams are out on WEDNESDAY!!

Work is great except for some stupid people. Spencer's relative is in the office as well. But to me, he is a big pain in the ass thinking that he knows everything and that I am a weak new-comer. Maybe he should get his facts right first by knowing that I have been there for a much longer period in the office compared to him. The worse thing about him is that he look totally much like Alson, just that Alson look much more presentable and charming.

Dumb dumb.

I miss him so much after not meeting him for more than a week. My studies, his work, my work, the roadshow. Both of us are busy and unable to co-ordinate our time. Next week, I will be having 4 days off due to Ben's arrangement of work. Which will therefore let me arrange my time with him much easier.

Tired. Time to rest.

Finally.
Exams are over! But somehow, the joy of it being over did not overwhelm me. The heavily weighted thoughts of how I did for the papers are still in my heart.

The papers are fine, not exactly difficult. Just hoping for a passing grade and not much more I suppose. Really have to work hard for my next term in school.

Officially starting work tomorrow back at Morris R.E. Time to earn some really good money. Time to get ready for Christmas.

I miss him like MAD...

Today is my first day of my exams. Managing People & Organisation. Finally, the memorising part is over and the thinking one is approaching.

He did not sms me to wish me good luck in my exams in the morning. I was so pissed, but fortunately did not allow my emotions to overtake me when I was doing the paper. All I was hoping for is a nice little message of wishing me good luck in my examinations. A total wet blanket when I checked my phone after the paper.

It has been 4 days since I last met him and it is going to be really hard having to meet-up with him after my exams. I will be working and he will be working, we both will have lesser time for each other.

Sometimes, I really wonder who am I to him...

Lets' talk about myself. Nothing much in particular, just some insights to my life.

Born in 1988, naturally faces alot of competition once i touch foot in life. 1988 is one of the years most babies are born due to the chinese calendar which happens to be the dragon year. Known to many chinese, dragon is an auspicious creature to start with. Legends of the dragon goes as far as Before Christ and it is a creature used to describe the Emperor.

Perhaps dues to the fact that I was born in the dragon year, my life is fated to be full of rough tides. Problems within my family, my friends, my loves all do not seems to be able to stay calm. Many maybe envious of the life I lead, reasons being: perfectly full family, perfectly analytic and reasonably emotional girl.

My friends once told me "There is nothing in this world that describes happines other than having a complete family; and you are one of the lucky ones." Due to that fact that my family is perfectly fine, I am being labelled a girl that do not need anything more. I agree that having a perfect family is one of the best thing in life.

But, it does not mean that it is enough to make one person to feel happy. Elements of happiness is definitely more than that.

Someone told me that I am blessed with an analytical mind like the boys and emotions of a girl. These 2 aspects are great values to be used in a relationship. I can put myself in a spot of a guy and eventually still makes decision like a girl will do. Therefore, I convinced myself that I am not really suitable to be involved in a relationship. But, as a typical girl, I just cannot seems to help falling into the deep abyss can I.

My boyfriend, Rui Qin.

I knew him almost 2 years ago and got together with him only now.

A month just passed and the 2 of us had not been going out often. Other than meeting up for dinners, we officially went out on our First Month. 22112007.

Watched "Enchated", a mixed modern-fairytale musical at VivoCity. I enjoyed it thoroughly but, he did not seem to enjoy himself pretty much.

Time to go back to my books. Exams are due on Monday.